heart is crying so badly now. actually i should seriously thx my ahma. she said that i am bitch. i wont blame her but thinking of the past i should regert. why all those unhappy thing is following me. after thinking all of this thing, i am more than a bitch. suddenly something came to my mind that should i change to bad? maybe it will make me feel btr. is time to let go of that feeling for months le. but..... no matter how much time u gave me will always nt be enough.
bye.