Havent been blogging daily. Decided to pour everything out in my blog. I thought I am always a carefree girl. In studies my dad dun give me stress, try to give me the best things. But I realised everyone will have problems one day. No one can be a carefree girl. While I was bathing today I thought that my mum her only frenz's is her sister. Becuz of me her sister didnt told my mother that they r going to swimming today. Am I totally at fault too? Idk why I cant accept her I cant treat her btr like my other cousin did. Seriously give me time alrights. My the other auntie the way she speak to me also different but that girl that i cant accept also treat her very good. My the way she treat me is totally different. I didnt complain rite. Now u all 4 scolding me like fuck like that. Now me and my mum's relationship all spoil already. U all happy rite? I dun like it at all ! Why must we quarrel becuz of them. It's not worth at all. I was thinking am I really very selfish to my mum? Idk now I feel that I am being lock at home like that cnt go out becuz of that.

Why must we quarrel until like that. No one is happy. We r frenz, seniors, junior must u all do that. Isit so different for u all the say sorry to each other. Seriously is really very tiring. Wad I hate the most is seeing people scold, insult or say nasty thing to 1 person which the person i care the most, important person in my life. Cos saying all these things not only the that person also me. Have u ever think that if we used that method to do with u will u be happy. Must we be enemy? Seriously if u r the one who do the cleaning on mon and wash like siao and yr the other bandmates sit at the stairscase and goissp about people will u like it. U will be like us keep complaining. Have u all thought of helping us or wad. Nothing ! That's why we r angry. I am sure most of u wan2 protect the people that u care for. Think about that. Helping 3 groups to clean everything will that be a simple task.