So long nv blog le. Had mine 4 days of band camp. During the 3rd night things started to make me very uneasy. I was actually very scared but I act brave. But after the movie and nite walk I cannot go on and I burst into tears. Seriously I was really very very very scared. During the nite walk at the hall when I was being scary I cant walk my legs r like jelly liao. I cry so hard. A very bad experience to me. I usually cant sleep when lights are on. But now, I am scared it takes me a long time to sleep. Where I go I am still very scared. I have to overcome it. Now my leg are still like jelly still have some fear in my heart. My dad ask me to let others enter into my world. Is becuz I didnt want to let others enter into my world I became very lonely. I am used to being alone. I dont know wad am I going to do.